Monday, 27 March 2017
The year anniversary looms
After a surreal day yesterday remembering that exactly this time last year, my brother came and hung out with us for Easter Sunday,...
Sunday, 26 February 2017
Reality hits: My brother's suicide
It's been eleven months since my brother's suicide. Today as I cooked a roast dinner, the realisation that my beautiful little brot...
Monday, 9 January 2017
Disbelief: life after my brother's suicide
My brother is pretty much always on my mind, but I have spent the last 24 hours thinking non-stop, obsessively, about his suicide, in grue...
Friday, 16 December 2016
I don't know who I am: life after my brother's suicide
My younger brother, who would be turning 41 this Sunday, violently and messily completed suicide almost 9 months ago. Since his death I have...
Wednesday, 18 May 2016
My brother's suicide: missing the signs
My brother was my friend, my enemy, my confidant, my thesaurus, my safe person, and we drove each other nuts. But there has never ever bee...
Saturday, 7 May 2016
A few questions that I need to know...
What happened on the night you died? Were you calm? Crazy? Possessed? Scared? Numb? Do you have any idea of the pain and devastat...
Sunday, 24 April 2016
My brother’s suicide: Haunted
On Wednesday 30th March 2016, my little brother, aged 40, walked into my mum’s bedroom where she was resting, gave her an apple and a kiss,...
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